It's now officially 2010!What a great way to end 2009 than with a few parties and gatherings.
So last night I spent New Years Eve with the guys just chilling at Tutti.
Got a call from Cathy and we ended up at the Embarcadero to watch the fireworks.
Interestingly, this marks the second year that I hung out with Cathy on New Years Eve.
Hanging out with Cathy these past few weeks have been really helpful to me. In some ways I admit that I had fulfilled one of my 2009 New Years resolutions to a further extent.
One of the 2009 resolutions was to put my past relationship behind me as far back as possible. After hanging out with Cathy and hearing what shes gone through and having her ask me about what happened between 2007 and 2008, I realized it doesn't hurt to look back at those problems because in the end, you realize that fixing the problems of the past can help make yourself better as a person.
In general, that's what I felt like I've conquered at the end of 2009. A better self and I'm pretty sure third time would be the charm and it doesn't necessarily have to be 2010.
What I want out of 2010 is very uncertain. Cathy asked me that the other night and I really had no idea what to answer with. I don't like to lie but the truth is, after this year I realized I can do without a girlfriend but at the same time, if I do manage to find that one, I would want us to simply start out as friends for a long time and let a relationship develop from it.
I might finish this off with a part 2 but in general, I am grateful for having supportive friends and family and a long term commitment I want is to return the favor and be as supportive as I can.
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