No doubt, 2010 sucked balls.
I can go on and on about how bad 2010 was but that would just mean I'm rewriting 50% of my 2010 blog posts.
But one last thing that's been on my mind is how wrong'd I felt about someone. Its one thing to break up with me a while back because you felt like I was in the way or no longer of good use...it's another to block me on things like aim, no returned texts, even the wall on Facebook.
So I figure...I've been leaving it all in the past like a mature person would but you've been flat out denying everything by cutting off any bit of communication like a child. (the same way you handled our arguments back when we were together)
So I did something you should've done a long time ago if you wanted to cut off all ties. You rid me from your life but you didn't get the job done.
To end every hardship I had this year, I'm going to kill off the source of all my problems from 2008. You are done. Goodbye.
100 Posts
I think I would like to break this down...
100 posts
10% food
20% Random
20% Deep Revelations/Thoughts
50% Bitching, whining, depressed complaining
...Blogs...
100 posts
10% food
20% Random
20% Deep Revelations/Thoughts
50% Bitching, whining, depressed complaining
...Blogs...
3 Types
There are 3 types of people out there:
- Those who have a hard time sleeping
- Those who have a hard time waking up
- Those who just don't sleep at all
I hate being the one who has a hard time waking up
- Those who have a hard time sleeping
- Those who have a hard time waking up
- Those who just don't sleep at all
I hate being the one who has a hard time waking up
Two sides of the coin is still a coin
If others were to give back what I have given or am capable of giving...
...all my disappointments would not be here.
If I suddenly stopped caring, I would start getting back what I give...nothing.
So whats the difference between the two?
Nice guy, I lose
Bad guy, I lose
What does it take to win?
...all my disappointments would not be here.
If I suddenly stopped caring, I would start getting back what I give...nothing.
So whats the difference between the two?
Nice guy, I lose
Bad guy, I lose
What does it take to win?
London
I still hold onto the memory of how we were meant to be
And I wonder did you ever care
You were never there for me
I thought I was stronger
But then why am I here when there's nothing left to say
Now the only love that meant something is gone...
I should have let you go
When I saw that
It was over in your eyes
What do I have to do?
To get rid of you
I'll be better on my own
Now I miss the sun
But as long as I'm with you
It's just another rainy day in London
Ooh, just another rainy day in London
And I wonder did you ever care
You were never there for me
I thought I was stronger
But then why am I here when there's nothing left to say
Now the only love that meant something is gone...
I should have let you go
When I saw that
It was over in your eyes
What do I have to do?
To get rid of you
I'll be better on my own
Now I miss the sun
But as long as I'm with you
It's just another rainy day in London
Ooh, just another rainy day in London
Blocked
I believe 90% of all people I've blocked from being visible on my newsfeed wrote about their boyfriends or girlfriends.
Us single people have some words for you cuties head-over-heels, truly, madly, deeply, in love, i wanna hug you, kiss you, be with you, my girlfriend is awesome, i have the best boyfriend in the world, he's such a jerk, she's so inconsiderate...
FUCK YOU!
Us single people have some words for you cuties head-over-heels, truly, madly, deeply, in love, i wanna hug you, kiss you, be with you, my girlfriend is awesome, i have the best boyfriend in the world, he's such a jerk, she's so inconsiderate...
FUCK YOU!
I Was Right
So lately I've been keeping myself busy with work and school.
I think when I have those 2 activities I stop worrying about not being able to hang out with my friends or us having our schedules conflict with one another.
Kind of gets me thinking, maybe I was being a bit selfish. It's not that we are all disconnected now or whatever. It might just be, we're the same as before only with daily routine things that need to be done.
I figure this is the best for me and to be honest, without something like work to keep me preoccupied, I'd probably go insane from 2 things, loneliness and boredom.
So, I'm going to admit that I'm a workaholic and I can't do without being one.
I think when I have those 2 activities I stop worrying about not being able to hang out with my friends or us having our schedules conflict with one another.
Kind of gets me thinking, maybe I was being a bit selfish. It's not that we are all disconnected now or whatever. It might just be, we're the same as before only with daily routine things that need to be done.
I figure this is the best for me and to be honest, without something like work to keep me preoccupied, I'd probably go insane from 2 things, loneliness and boredom.
So, I'm going to admit that I'm a workaholic and I can't do without being one.
